I don't feel 20 but ok

 Steamboat dinner at Serene's house.

Another countdown with my favorite people.

video called Wanying and Abi hohoho
one just came back from Perth, the other is in Singapore.

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Looking back at 2017, I started off the year badly because of my health.

Vomiting, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite.

I have never felt so sick before.

I even had to get an IV drip due to dehydration.

I felt absolutely horrible. 

My weight just plummeted and never really got up again for the whole year lol.

My health has been a year-long issue and really did affect me.

No one else to blame except myself because I did not take care of my body in 2016.

(always using "ah I'm still young" as an excuse)

Of course, I did get better as the year went by. Slowly, but there was still progress.

My appetite has pretty much stabilized now, however, overeating is still a big problem.

(when I overeat, you know my face of lost appetite & nausea appears lol)

All in all, I thank God that He has brought me through this difficulty.

Really. Or else I might've broken down by now.

Enough of sick talk lol

On to other topics! Other times where God has been super good to me!

1. my scholarship has been maintained! 

This was honestly such a gamble hahahah but really thank God for guiding me TvT

2. blessed to have an opportunity at #23daysinSANO

(I still haven't finish the series oooopsssss)

really really really blessed.

I only have thanks for this.

3. high school drama in uni lol

thankful because God has once again guided me through this lol

this whole issue is just so lol

thankful because I'm able to 看得开 hahahah

able to recognize tht these toxic people are not important.

I have people who I love and love me back home, so who are they to ruin my day.

Some more they're all older than me, why so childish pls hahahhahaa

4. my family & friends are all alive and well

I do pray for our well being.

Of course, there's many more things I'm grateful to God about
but I'm not gonna list every little thing out hahaha

2k18 is here and I'm not having a digestive breakdown
so the year already started on a way better note than last year lol


365 new beginnings.
already used up 5 beginnings hah

I'm not exactly a "new year new me" person but a new year is like a new fresh start to me.
So, yes, I do have some New Years resolutions heheh

1. Drink more water: at least 2 bottles a day (1800ml)
2. Exercise at least once a week
3. Try to sleep earlier: around 12am
4. Get closer to God: devotion every day
5. Save money: using the RM20 method (might change to RM10 tho lol)
6. Write in diary every night
7. Blog more regularly



Taking baby steps, I can't change all my bad habits overnight hahah

2k18 come at me bruh
20 but I don't feel 20 ok.
2 decades and I don't feel mature tbh hahahah
I still feel like I'm 18, young but not (too) childish, old but not mature.
Coming-of-age eh hahahahahah
ok that's all.

END (of my rambling)
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